I went to an AA meeting last night and the topic was sponsorship…. I still have yet to get a sponsor and start practicing the steps. NA and AA aren’t my major routes of maintaining a clean, productive life. I instead take a different path – as my lawyer once told a judge, she marches to the beat of a different drum.
I instead emerge myself in activities that I love, that I find joy in. I continually make goals for myself to achieve. I expand my network of people in sobriety as often as I can. Community is important. When you are walking this path, it is a necessity to have people to reach out to. Life is busy. When one doesn’t answer, you go to the next name on the list. Persistence pays off, once persistent to catch a high – now to avoid it.
I like the idea of having a sponsor – I think it would be more beneficial to have 5 though. ha 🙂 I think one of the coolest things about being in the scene is the level of brutal honesty that comes with it. The best kind of friends do not tell you what you want to hear – they tell you what you need to hear, similar to a sponsor I would imagine.
It is a beautiful feeling to have experienced everything I have and to be where I am today. To get to a point of gratitude and acceptance for the all the bad decisions I ever made, all of the terrible things that have happened, and the amount of change that evokes within.
You never know when a story you tell can be the perfect seed to help the garden sprout. Do not hold yourself back from telling yours, every chance you get. I believe everyone marches to their own drumbeat, picking up ideas from every avenue and putting them in practice, until one finds what works for them.
Elevating Balance 